So my theory is that, in myself, something is either blocking D1 and D2 receptors or I've "used up" my dopamine reserves in the brain my continually slamming them with YouTube, gaming, and general computer use. Ingram FuneralHome & Crematory, 210 Ingram Avenue, Cumming, GA 30040entrusted with the arrangements. Friends may call Tuesday from 4 till 8 p.m. at Niebur Funeral Home,Pittsfield. My prayer is that while this time is emotional, the process and article also provide a degree of healing as well. Perhaps this is too philosophical, but for anyone who has dealt with someone with a long decline into dementia, it's very difficult for me to understand a belief in God after going through that (I certainly understand some people have the exact opposite reaction, so I'm in no way saying this belief is correct). All religions have a mystic branch which describes an awareness , usually transient, of a higher order to reality in which the suffering of people is "redeemed" or put into perspective or somehow negated. But then for the briefest of moments she has complete lucid clarity and will ask me about my job and life, and offer to cook me my favorite dish. His projects and stacks were deliberately chosen for maximal reuse and to minimize wasted effort. Ethel was born April 26, 1942. Kristin noticed that he seemed subdued. This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. His motor functions eventually deteriorated and he passed away a few weeks ago. If you don't mind answering, how old were you at the time and what was your proximity to Cedars-Sinai? If so, then you should consider using an AI content generator. It's a sad and slow torment. LEE HOLLOWAY, 87 of Pittsfield,Il., died Saturday evening (8/8/09) at St. Johns Hospital in Springfield,Il. That ignorance leads to many of the systemic problems of our world, not the least of which are religious groups like ISIS/ISIL and the Catholic Church deceiving people with their lies, hypocrisies and oppressions. Its an argument that a diety can both be omnipotent and benevolent if humans dont know true pain or pleasure in their earthly lives. The brain is more like an adaptive neural network, so it's sometimes hard (or impossible) to disentangle hardware from "behavioral configuration". I think everyone at Cloudflare was heartbroken when Matthew announced his diagnosis. As the pathological process advanced, it was carving a different person out of Lee's raw substance. Dopamine causes you to want, desire, seek out, and search. Exactly this. Then the loops got shorter, more cryptic. People are noticing. Then: Not a great leadership signal.. It sounds like first and foremost, everyone wanted to do right by their friend. I posted this hours ago and then stepped away. We don't have that perspective, so we think we suffer, pointlessly. Will report back in a few months. The cruelty that some have to endure is simply not explainable with a such a god. https://www.nytimes.com/2017/11/02/magazine/why-was-their-br IIRC - in the end, based on decades of patient history, he just opened this guy up as a last resort and nearly missed - but did find the leak. Losing your mental faculties is a profound fear especially for smart people. There are plenty of ways to do this. Thanks for sharing that. I immediately forget what I just looked at, read or did. Performance cookies are used to understand and analyze the key performance indexes of the website which helps in delivering a better user experience for the visitors. All Rights Reserved. From everything I've seen and heard a telltale sign of FTD is complete obliviousness on the part of the patient. The risk of a heart attack also significantly increases when white blood cell count gets high as their presence fuels inflammatory processes in obstructed blood vessels. I guess you're using the word genius ironically, but I've also seen such things be radical in the sense that they're built in a way that no one else would have done, yet it ends up working perfectly for the business and being far more successful than anyone would have predicted. It was like, bzhzhzhzh, type-type-type, I'm done! Graham-Cumming says. And thanks for making the web safer. I hope you do recover. It had been obvious to everyone that knew him for at least five years prior that something was wrong, but he didn't display any of the obvious signs of Alzheimer's. There are other people who can hit it for patches - I could do it for 3-4 weeks at a time when I was 21. He laid the groundwork for a system that now handles more than 10 percent of all internet requests and. Worse, many things that aren't objectively wrong with it, in the sense that they aren't intrinsic to the system or the domain, end up blowing up into major issues because people find they can't work with this system in the way that they're used to, and it's too hard to abandon ways that you're used toit always feels like the system is at fault. I've always felt I have to be extra careful about explaining/communicating, as the direct translation of my thought process doesn't deliver. Funeral Home Services for Lee . You will naturally tend toward systems that minimize effort, and maximize reward. Again, thanks for sharing. Justin was born October 23, 1970. Everyone around you would just think you're an asshole. Over and over. Using PostgREST is an alternative to manual CRUD programming" etc, if I just scroll down ab bit. Sandra did a wonderful piece in capturing Lee, his family, his work, and his degeneration. Genetics? Anecdotal, but having the same in early 30s. I dont think Lee ever toiled. Sometimes the internet is so small. Thank you for your continued support. I wonder why you would describe that as "great". The article, written by senior editor Sandra Upson, describes the 38-year-old Holloway as Cloudflares resident genius, responsible for laying the groundwork for a system that blocks billions of cyberthreats per day. The companys IPO in September 2019 raised $525 million. Some states had remedies for these issues -- either through a high-risk pool for people who were rejected in the individual market (though often these policies had coverage limits that made them not ideal), or through guaranteed-issue insurance in the small group market (i.e., if you and a partners start a business, insurance companies in your area who serve small groups HAVE to a) insure you, b) not charge you more than 10% the average rate, and c) renew your insurance when it's up for renewal, usually annually). Use your abilities to further the things that mean the most to you, not on a possibly misguided sense of what you "should" be doing. In the worst cases I say unreservedly that it is a huge relief when the person's body finally joins their mind in death. West Columbia, TX 77486). What you describe is an unbelievably trying experience. How much do you think the instant gratification society that we're living in plays a role in this behavior? The data is there. Lee Holloway, 83 of Cumming, GA passed away August 1, 2022. A subsequent visit to the UCSF Memory and Aging Center at the University of California, San Francisco, resulted in a diagnosis of bvFTD. Maybe it was only if you were buying coverage outside a group it would be an issue, but I dont know. For what it's worth, I had back-of-head-and-neck headaches intermittently for a while before this, most notably when riding rollercoasters (which I do miss). In some way, he'll live on in his contributions to a better and safer internet, for whatever that's worth. The family will receive friends from 10:30 a.m. until the time of the service. Services for Welton L. Holloway, 72, of Etoile, will be held at 2:00 p.m. Monday, July 11, 2016 at Gipson Funeral Home. Maybe you write things to files somewhere to be consumed by some federated monitoring system. That brief window was terrifying and heartbreaking. 4. A look? By using the DBs error reporting features to report back errors to the application, including information about which ultimate implementation was handling the request. You're begging the question. Would we recognize some formulation of it but reject it, as in: both A and not A? 2700 Horizon Drive, Suite 120 Maybe you split up a long sproc into phases which each write their outputs into "intermediate tables" in some sort of "processing" schema. Remembered me at the end when HAL-9000 said "My mind is going. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 states: Love is patient,love is kind. Memorials are to Greenpond Cemetery or Pearl Church of Christ. He stopped paying attention in meetings. There's definitely a relationship between physical health and mental health, and I'm guessing that physical health is an area that a lot of us software devs are neglecting. While obviously neurodegerative disorders manifest somewhat differently for everyone, I have some anecdotal evidence pointing the opposite direction. Carl was actually a real nice guy, although hard to get a meeting with due to his great importance and busy schedule. If they supplemented with D-Amphetamine they were able to reverse the effect. Overturning Obamacare was their number one priority during the Obama administration. It is a kind of love that serves others, that approximates a transformative quality of agape love. Otherwise it seems like whether or not you test the reality is set independent of your knowledge of it. I looked around and found the same theory. I forget my missed deadlines and remember my last-minute saves. You've left a legacy and made the world a better place. King of Prussia, PA 19406, 2022 The Association for Frontotemporal Degeneration At some point, hypotheticals morph into faith and what was once a thought experiment becomes belief. And then v2 app server code, would use that new view. So for example, the obvious fact that a thing cannot both be and not be at the same time is itself contradicted or "resolved". As a coder/manager myself who depends on my mind for work, and enjoys being mentally challenged and active, (and I also have young kids), something like this scares the crap out of me. In my experience, rarely are even "barely good enough" tools in place, let alone anything close to what exists in other environments. This can go in the wrong direction. Certainly wasn't our ancestors fault. Should we move everything to the new system and set up the compat piece as a _forward_ compat on the legacy side instead? Other days I'm clear, I don't make many mistakes and I can spot them easily. Also, I imagine Postgrest is nice for internal admin apps? But an MRI revealed atrophy in his brain. Thanks Eric. You write python in the database directly? Id second this. I only meant having knowledge of the disease, not of any kind of startup mega-success. It doesn't pinpoint, for example, how many psychological chains you can lose before you stop being yourself. Spent 12 hours a day jamming on it. I still managed to get an Engineering degree and hold down regular employment as a software developer. Pittsfield American Legion Post # 152, American Pencil Collectors Society. I watched that movie with my wife 15 years ago, now, and it remains the scariest, saddest movie I've ever seen. Bring help and support to the next family affected by FTD volunteer your time and talents, raise much-needed funds, or make a donation. One thing that really stood out to me was how incredible the people around Lee are. What parts of the higher level application/platform utilize this part of the database that we want to change? Anonymous browser page works well when trying to get a non-walled access to "when to suspect a CSF Leak Ian Carroll": I come from a family of extremely gifted visual thinkers (PhDs from MIT/Stanford/etc) and in the last year one of us had a heart issue that coincided with a month long bout of psychosis, where dream-like real visualizations were overlaid onto the real world. Insurers cannot deny health coverage, cannot charge higher costs, or subject people with pre-existing conditions to a waiting period. Some additional info that might be of interest to this crowd: He was fantastic at video games (RTS and RPG) and chess. Also, it does not actually cost insurance companies much money as they can all just raise premiums. As we began the confidential process to go public, one of the early decisions was to pick the code name for our IPO. Often what looks like an ugly wart was a very compact representation of domain knowlege for a special use case. I've found the opposite. "What makes you work hard for a big (but delayed) reward, when you could just take the easy (but smaller) reward?". Interesting that you mention doing this (version numbers) with views too, I didn't think about that >Let's say you want 1% then 5%, then 25%, It's a completely valid question, so I'll try to give a serious answer, from my perspective. Not A Also to all the young people freaking out about the inability to concentrate: Relax! Happy travels, until the sunset. Donations to this fund will be designated 50 percent to AFTDs support programs and 50 percent to research. I'm here with you, I still love the idea of software, but I can't get myself to sit there and code even the most fun projects. They got engaged in Rome. Makes sense in retrospect. There's also the idea of writing sprocs in a more testable/verifiable way. Kristin, Association for FrontoTemporal Degeneration. She ended up doing that on her own, while Lee again spent days asleep in their hotel room. So you're confident that the Supreme Court will overturn the 5th Circuit's decision to throw it out? then one "just" needs to write Javascript and connect to Postgrest via REST? It's important - and general googling would be "when to suspect a CSF Leak Ian Carroll". It's the catalyst. And that's OK. And yes, it is natural to shift over time. When you know about such events it seems to me to be either a lame escape or maliciously ignorant to claim there might be a god who sees the big plan and is still omnipotent. Once I noticed this, I didn't let him drive me; instead he started to code on his laptop in my passenger seat. This is why a prominent Rabbi spoke at Muhammed Ali's funeral. In general, I think it's good for cases where you'd like to use the database as a "processing engine" instead of a "dumb storage". Everything that's objectively wrong with it will loom larger in your experience than it would if you didn't have the feeling that it should never have been built that way in the first place. But given the eloquence of the poster's comment, I think the kind of situation we're looking at here is of a different class. I worked on the periphery of the database (it was truly Lee's domain) and he'd tell me what output to expect or API to create and I'd code to his spec. It changes from a labour of love to a labour of labour. Use a transaction and rollback and you can run this stuff over and over on prod if you really want to be sure of what it does. Its just extremely difficult from all angles. I'd accept almost any risk over that horrifying, inevitable outcome. Who's failures caused dementia? I'll be sure to keep chasing the hard problems in my own day-to-day code, and keep a thought for Lee while I do it. If it's in an area I'm not familiar with, things are much easier, because I don't see the big picture yet. and Mrs. Sue (Jim) Robinson of Jacksonville,Il. He periodically lived on other people's couches (including mine) between starting university and getting married. So you might write something using Java EJBs at some point and then the world moves on and engineers no longer know how those things work. But not always. Get a sleep study, make sure you dont have sleep apnea. A funeral service for Ethel will be held Thursday, August 26, 2021 from 1:00 Samuel Lee Holloway, 52, of Waynesboro passed away on Saturday, March 20, 2021 at his residence. He's actually the pioneer of research IIRC. When his older son was old enough, they would play casual games together, but that's a completely different realm of proficiency required. I haven't interacted with Dr. Carroll, but my general impression of Dr. Schievink was very positive. 61% of marketers say AI software is the Are you looking for a way to create content that is both effective and efficient? It's a less crisp definition than the old idea of a soul, offering no firm threshold where selfhood breaks down. That's a cycle-of-life thing, but it's also sad when we prefer our conventions and assumptions over seeing, and honoring, the creativity in what came before. My Dad had really bad "post-operative delirium" for about a month after major heart surgery, and while he recovered somewhat, that was definitely the start of his major decline. Python, Lua, JavaScript, PGSQL, whatever. IIRC "dementia" is literally just a description of symptoms. I have a chronic neurological condition that may eventually affect my ability to walk (though it is stable and the current prognosis is good and the drugs work for the pain) but when I was going through the process of finding out what it was and how bad it was the one question at the front of my mind was "will this affect me mentally? self-contradictory, self-pacifying wishful thinking. The devastating decline of Lee Holloway, one of the co-founders of Cloudflare Posted April 15, 2020 by Deimos Tags: cloudflare , mental health , lee holloway , frontotemporal dementia , diseases.neurodegenerative , author.sandra upson , long read , paywall Smart, charming, super friendly. Leave your condolences to the family on this memorial page or send flowers to show you care. It isn't just some placebo. William Lee Holloway Jr. 01/02/1949 - 01/23/2015 See More Obituaries As long as you aren't locking stuff in the DB improperly. Hmm, I've experienced the same thing. We spend lots of money on medical research but tiny amounts on researching brain illnesses. As you progress, the low hanging fruit dries up and goals have longer gratification cycles. Dopamine is the fuel. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/brain-wise/201802/th https://quoteinvestigator.com/2010/06/29/be-kind/. My baseline is fucked, essentially. Initially found this a few years ago when I was doing a "deep dive" on Cloudflare. Especially considering that stored procedure languages are fragmented between different databases; you don't just pay the cost of having to change the stored procedures when changing databases, you are also paying for the fact that it is harder to build automated tools to analyze the stored procedures, because the API for each database is going to be different. I honestly think I was better at reading difficult material when I was a teenager. Diversion, pixelserv-tls, Skynet, YazFi, scribe, connmon, ntpMerlin, scMerlin, uiDivStats, uiScribe, Unbound, FlexQoS, disk checker, on Ext4 w/J + 2GB swap file, 2x RT-AX86U in wired backhaul (2.5GbE) AiMesh mode, Running: 2 x ac86u and 1 x ac68u in AiMesh mode (86u as main), 386.1 - FlexQOS, spdMerlin, conmon, scMerlin. Holloway, Lee The Honorable Milwaukee County Board Chairman Lee Edward Holloway passed away at home on March 14, 2018. Maybe it was the direction or the editing, but there was so much romance in it for me as a kid growing up in SV during that era. You all really care for him, and that says a lot about the type of person he is, even in the midst of this disease and the toll it must be taking on all of you. We think of that change as progressively Ehlers Danlos and POTS often go hand in hand as well Im convinced that the genetic effects that provide us with extreme visualization and problem solving skills are related to this particular failure mode, where schizophrenia is also common in the family tree. He had a different variant, and indeed the one thing that DIDN'T change was his personality. And, to this day, when he expresses himself in the limited ways he still does, he searches Google or YouTube for Cloudflare.. I'd like to add to discussion [1] which shows relation between stress and autoimmune disease, [2] (Russian) case study of a Russian businessman who burned out (lost a part of cortex due to autoimmunte disease) and [3] encephalitis provoked by emotional stress. Perhaps we are the ones who are ignorant for why things are this way. He used to come give me a hug and say, I love you, Mom, she says. The difference in culture between the two teams was huge, it seemed to work out well in their case. I work with one extremely large application written in Oracle stored SQL procedures. Obviously this is not a foolproof argument, but HN deserves to know the best answers Christian thinkers have come up with. In the case of Cloudflare, a third co-founder who began the company with CEO Matthew Prince and COO Michelle Zatlyn is little known outside the company for a very different reason. I don't think it's exactly correct to say "a prion" can destroy it. IMO, it's exploiting a very primitive system: chance (randomness) --> stimulates effort --> get reward. His last hug? I am also purchase 2-3 books that look interesting and plan to try reading those. What I wish we could teach younger engineers is: when you run across a system like this, pause. At the time of the article, he was still alive, but was no longer able to talk or react much at all to his environment. I don't think I'm sugarcoating, at least not in the sense of how the word is usually defined. The type information is there. That's basically what the doctor said, though. This isnt that. Now that he wasn't working, Lee napped constantly. In practice, the aversion to stored funcs/procs mostly arises from political concerns. The article thoughtfully chronicles Lees journey to present capturing the impact FTD has had on his own life, and the lives of his family members and colleagues. I'm by no means qualified to make any actual statements about this case, but I don't think that the ability to reflect on degradation is perfectly coupled with a lack of it. In some cases, FTD is caused by variants in a persons genes. Shouldnt have an expectation of god making everything well. He reminded me too much of my ex-husband, also a high level programmer, and his sleep habits and growing apathy and irritability while we were together (though he might point to me as the cause). Cerebrospinal Fluid Leaks are something that can completely mimic a large amount of FTD symptoms, and even in the care of utmost professionals, can be near undetectable - and somehow, treatment can be as beautifully simple as a one and done injection to a hellish guessing game and years of attempts. I can't focus. Besides usual webapps, I've also used it for building an IoT project(sensors logic in the db) and a GIS project(postgis/pgrouting). His condition can't be solved (within his timeframe) by medicine or technology. It was a Sunday, but the office was packed with people writing up the pending announcement or delivering coffee and food. Lewis: "The fashion of this world passes away. The article is written like it is a rare and unfortunate story which we watch from the sidelines, but only the age of Lee makes it unique. People don't tend to write SPs with unit tests in mind, and at least in the MS SQL world, the few "unit testing" frameworks that did exist tended to be incredibly painful to use - to the point that they were generally not worth it. Saved a dude from a diagnosis of dementia and spending the rest of his deluded days in a nursing home. We just know so little about the human body. He married Mildred Sanderson Aug.8,1940 in
Louisiana,
Mo. and she survives.
Lee worked at Pike County Farm Service Co as a petroleum salesman later becoming sales manager and operations manager at Amboy,Il. good luck. Then he started talking gibberish and couldn't understand people. Post-surgery I stayed with a friend from college who lives in Santa Monica, which was an enormous help, but it also wouldn't be so bad to post up in a hotel. Haven't gone ahead with it. This is so weird, Kristin remembers thinking. Yep. You can see this same cycle in things like Facebook, Instagram, Google News, or any video game. So I feel like I've lost the ability to do the trickiest stuff, but that is a small part of coding and I'll take the skills in overall design any day. DOPAMINE is responsible for activating these receptors, and it's these receptors that give you the "OOMF" to get up, and get shit done. On the other hand, after a long and tiring coding session just talking normal stuff gets cumbersome but that, I figure, is just tiredness and passes soon enough. Then he'd wander off again, all the while whispering numbers: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7. http://www.ijtmgh.com/article_33029_738f7bb0f6124261891cf610 Saying this as someone whose mother scored in the top 1% on the SAT and was schizophrenic. I truly believe they're one of the worst things we face in this age that can actually be treated with 100% recovery in some cases. Today, there are no disease-modifying treatments, and there is no way to prevent or cure FTD. (At the same time, one might need to be careful to let just a small a fraction of the requests, use the new View, if the view is a bit / a-lot slower than the real table. We should be able to identify and fix conditions like this. Here's hoping we never develop it. that he'd carry around a mini, test Cloudflare wherever he went. A birth? Sad. If there was a conclusive test, I would definitely take it for the sake of future offspring. Can I ask you, when Lees personality began to change drastically, did he maintain the same level of technical proficiency (in coding or gaming)? > The brain is a very delicate and sensitive machine. Rinse, repeat. This attack involved a 'worst headache of my life' that was somewhat relieved by being horizontal. Kristin adds: "Further, given Lee's contributions to the world of technology, it is critical that our fund also focus on supporting cutting-edge research and advancement in FTD treatment so that we can work towards a day when no one has to fear an FTD diagnosis.". Writing in the 1970s, renowned philosopher Derek Parfit recast Locke's idea to argue that personhood emerges from a more complex view of psychological connectedness across time. Takes almost no mental, or physical effort, to carry out this cycle. His family are financially secure, thanks to his Cloudflare millions. One idea mentioned in the article that I've seen elsewhere is this: Yes, evolution often seems to result in these sorts of trade-offs. I have a bad habit of remembering a past that never was. It felt like a war had ended. In the months after Lee's diagnosis, Kristin spent as much time with her husband as she could. He spoke fewer sentences, instead muttering sequences of numbers or letters. It's a less crisp definition than the old idea of a soul, offering no firm threshold where selfhood breaks down. I think degenerative mental disease like the one here is especially traumatizing since to most of the world, you're physically/visually still the same person. So it's often a trade off "this would not be easy for a medium or a large team to work on, but it's the easiest thing for me as an individual to maintain by myself that gets the job done." Mostly by going to a doctor and getting a physical. How is data replicated to those? Exactly, unless one sees the suffering of others as suffering of NPCs or punishment for a former life, I cannot understand how one can believe in a benevolent omnipotent god. We really know so little about how our minds and bodies work and that's something we need to change. Neuroplasticity is an extraordinary thing. Here's a 2018 piece discussing research from the Mayo Clinic focused on apparent anesthetic damage in patients older than 70. https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/07/180719112024.h At this point he often falls into the verbal loops described in the article, and hasn't really been able to hold a conversation for quite a while. As an example, for ages the only way to do a reliable (pseudo atomic) upsert call on most databases was through a stored procedure. Eventually, many FTD patients end up as apathetic as Lee, the light of their personhood dimmed to a pale flicker. 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